Back to the problem I have with guys.
This rant has to do with that one guy in my class that keeps touching my hair and tapping me.
Today he “trick” tapped my shoulder. As in he tapped my left shoulder when he was on my right side joke kind of thing and I just ignored it.
And he said “You hate me don’t you?”
Alas! It’s official, I’m not the crazy dramatic one with problems.
Really? If you keep tapping someone and doing things to joke with them, and they don’t respond to it, it means THEY DON’T LIKE BEING JOKE TAPPED. PLEASE STOP IT. It doesn’t mean that we HATE you.
Anyways, even after he said that, I didn’t answer his question and pretended not to hear it. Really… was I suppose to have turned around and told him, “no I don’t hate you. I hate that you joke tap me everyday single day of class.”?
Actually. I think if I had done that, I would hate him.
This is something interesting. A few month ago i found this blog called Rich Kids of Instagram. Fun, but yet intriguing as well. It made me think about internet privacy.
Read a short article at Scienceofthetime.com about the Rich Kids.
do they have a tumblr? I’d love to fcking rant on their stuff LOL
My roommate is complaining about how vacationing abroad is no big deal because he “goes to Europe every summer” and “wastes his summer there”
He didn’t get why people get angry when he complains about having this privilege
- This is the guy who has two dentists for parents
- And buys $250 longboards because he feels like it
- And complains that his parents won’t let him be independent
how the hell are you alive with that sort of roommate?
hay. motivation to get rich and work hard right? props to you
not all rich people are selfish.
then why dont they donate some of their money. that’d be unselfish.
- *girl i like breaks up with boyfriend.*
- Me: THANK GOD YESH.
- *next day at school at lunch*
- *one of my best friends sits next to my crush*
- Me: *in my mind* he finally sat with me and left that douchey table! Great friend.
- *crush tells me to go to my best friends house for movie night*
- Me: *excited*!
- * I get there, and there she is!*
- *my best friend whispers in her ear, then they go upstairs. 1 minutes pass (: , 5 minutes /: , 10 minutes -___- .
- My bestfriend: you mad? I don't want to loose you as a friend.
- Me: *in my mind* fuck u bitch! I punch you in the throat! I drop kick you in the face. And rip your nuts off!!!! Asshole..
- Me: no. Im fine, it's okay.
- Fucking wuss.
that the new New Girl episode has so much Romney hype.
I don’t wanna watch anything about Obama really either, but it would be more enjoyable than hearing about Romney.
omgosh. I love new girl! you must be at a different time zone because the new episode is about to start!
Romney hype you say?
I’m not much of a politician, so if i do learn anything new, it’ll be another plus to watch new girl!
oh my goodness, and the new show, the mindy project.
Hell year, Fox Tuesday is seriously my favorite night of all!
Girls have friends that are girls. Girls have friends that are boys.
It’s just that whenever things have to deal with the opposite sex…
Things can get a little complicated.
I’d say it’s a very girls-are-from-Venus and guys-are-from-Mars kind of thing.
Oh, not to mention one has a vagina and the other a penis.
I’m annoyed that by this… because it is true… at least it is for me.
I’m the type of girl that is more comfortable around other girls.
I’m the type of girl that has just only a handful of guy friends and a world full of girl friends.
So when I finally do make friends with someone of the male species… I feel… mmm..
what’s that feeling? Made a stepping stone in my life because it means that I’m actually not all that androphobic?
So anyways. I have this guy friend that I’ve made. We’ve hung out with each other with mutual friends around. This year, he started taking a the same class as I because I suggested it to him. I heard it was an easy class. Hay, who doesn’t want good grades and not have to try extremely hard for it? So he’s in that class.
We are in the class.
First day of class with him, things are great! I was running a bit late, so I ended up sitting at the table next to his because his was already full. That’s fine. It’s probably been a month and a half into school now. I’ve started noticing that he’s extremely touchy. He touches my hair. He touches my clothes to “pick lint off”. He touches my stuff. And you know what. It’s been starting to really get on my nerves to the point where I don’t start conversations with him anymore. I don’t look for him during breaks. I don’t even want to hear his voice. Any sort of contact with him gets me so, so very annoyed.
Sigh. Whats worse is that… I have no right to be annoyed because it’s not like he’s stealing my things, it’s not like he’s eating all my food, calling me fat, etc. etc.
It’s just me isnt it?
well…. except for a boner.
but that’s not what i’m fucking talking about for all those perverts out there.
Anyways. I believe that anyone can be whatever they want. NO. MATTER. WHAT. THAT. IS.
I’m serious. all it takes is some determination, motivation and strong mentality.
And I’m going to put my theory to the test.
I’m going to be everything I want to be starting right now.
And you know what? Reality is, it’s not going to happen over night like some kind of fairytale. If you want something, you have to work for it. It’s going to be a rough and tough battle. Well you fucking weeny, stick it out and see what happens. Reward for your hard work. I guarantee it.
this past weekend marks the most productivity that has occurred in my life for a very long time. when i really reflect back, i have possibly been “lazing” around since last summer till now.
in my opinion, i was very productive around the house. usually im not as productive as in i dont do things that are very noticeable to my parents.
finally this weekend, for the first time since i was in 4th grade, my dad praised me for having cleaning the house. i rearranged the living room in a way that it looks so bright with all the sunshine coming in you’d feel energized just sitting in there. my room has never looked better. it’s good enough to be a guest room!
secondly, i took control of my younger siblings. i assigned them chores, i told them to do things that they wouldn’t normally do thought it did take a louder voice and a more commanding tone.
that brings me to an idea or thought i had on friday night as i was doing my nails fully listening but semi watching an episode of new girl on my laptop. the episode was about how thew new girl wanted to get rid of schmidt’s compulsive and strict personality. in the episode as she was attempting to change his attitude, he claims that people become lazy because they lack structure in life.
his line really struck a nerve because i started thinking about how my parents let
me do whatever i want, they give me all the freedom any teenager would kill for, and yet it has affected me in a way that i dont even know what i want to do with all that freedom for my own life… which would be a good explanation for my failure in senior year of high school, my weight, uncontrollable cussing and my uncooperative siblings. i just didnt know what to do and didnt care to fix anything thinking that it didnt matter anyway.
so what i’m saying is… after that, episode of new girl, i need to have structure in my life i want to get somewhere, if i want to be someone, if i wanted something. and the next morning at 7 am i really laid down the law of the land and tried this whole “structure” way of life. and results were very clear over this weekend. so much was done. everyone was busy, and it opened my eyes to how much time i’ve wasted of my life just waiting for things to happen.
i’ve spent life waiting for people to tell me what to do because i grew up not knowing there is a structure to everything, that things need to get done even without being said.
my hope is that my siblings can learn from this and see that they too need to be doing things that are helping them in life or others in life even if no one is telling them to. its not that we grew up to be followers, only taking action when our parents need us, but we are too sheltered and need to see more of the world to know that its spinning while we’re in one place.
i’m in a very good place of mind right now. and i hope i keep going along with this groove i’ve formed for myself.